I haven't written in this blog in what it seems like forever, too many memories for me to not want to look back but I do, and too many memories that make me want to laugh. Things changed on so many different levels. I am not the girl I once was two years ago, I'm finally legal legal, but not out drinking like I used to. I miss how my friends used to be... I feel like they miss me how I used to be as well. Bittersweet, but that's life, you grow up.
"Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent."
Good things to come though, I'm positive. Let's make this happen, as I always say.
I watched 500 Days Of Summer / District 9 last night (: Thank-you Hollywood, one of the reasons why I still enjoy being employed by you. I had a movie night with one of my best friends boo-boo-face ((: After eating, watching movies, & especially watching 500 Days of Summer. Things like fate, destiny, realism, etc. What are we really living for? " You have to find your true self, before you could love anyone else".
You have to truly find yourself, love yourself, be thankful, and bask in gratitude. In believing in anything, can make you truly sane.
Been busy working two jobs, & schooling it. It's mainly customer service / receptionist / front desk. It's interesting. I've also been working out again. It's strange because I really wanted the lvac job, because I wanted to be closer to Booface. I see him on occasion, I love our conversations. Even if it lasts for a few minutes or hours. Even if months, it were to fade, he really is one of my best friends. Speaking of "best friends", Fe-Fe hit me up... it seemed like I was avoiding his phone calls, but now-days I barely have time. It's nice to hear from him ever now & then, & even when I have to brush him off, lol. There's just people that'll always have a significance in your life, anytime you have a chance to even look back to see how far you've come to look at what's in front of you. I'm grateful, I'm at the place I'm at right now. I wouldn't have gotten so far without my faith. Eventually I'll have one job, & everything will fall into place. Right now I'm doing my thing. ((=
So I've come to conclusion in my job front, I need to move on. Being in a company that's about to be bankrupt = no bueno. I'm on the prowl as they would say. I lost my voice for the past two days, I will entirely blame in on the flu season / weird vegas weather. Today I watched SLC PUNK... that movie is great :] Matthew Lillard is awesome. It's set in the 80's... all about anarchy, and punks.
Lately I've been attracting all the wrong people. "Fe-fe" has been hitting me up, I haven't had the chance to reply or I couldn't. Too bad for him. And at work, I guess everyone & their mama has a "crush" on me over there. Lol low-key I have a crush on Chris. We all know you don't mix business with pleasure. Oh well, I got my mind on my $$$, & $$$ on my mind.
I haven't been updating, I've been sick, & mid-terms are coming up. Lol I have been lagging on working out, I think I miss running daily... I shall get back to that. Other than that, I'm trying to focus on what matters most.
Last night, had the time of my life. I haven't had one of those in forever. Met up with Christina ! (yeah she came back to get stuff back to move it out to Texas) Tish, Liz, & Kyle. I seriously missed the old crew, nostalgia hovered over me. Time flies when you're having fun, summer was no exception. It's already November, & I feel the changes in the air :] The summer breeze is now turning into a winter chill. It's almost been a year, since I've met someone who had a big significance in my life. What ever we are now, can never define what we were or what we had become. I'm still living my life. I have another car, new phone, paying for things on my own... the next step is to move out. And everything I've accomplished by myself, I feel like I can do it. I'm thankful to God, seriously there are many times I've had my doubts after everything I've been through, but I never doubted my faith. I don't care what anyone says.
So pretty much that was what I was for Halloween (: A Native American... although everyone felt the need to call me Pocahontas. October was horrible but I feel like November will be picking up. It's all in your head. Laws of Attraction baby! I'll update more when I come home... I gotta go <3