Friday, October 17, 2008

so you walk around like you don't know me...


"you got a new friend, but i got homies, but in the end it's still so lonely" -kanye west, heartless.

I love this song right now, I've been listening to it, for 2 days straight. It's on my blogspot playlist. I've been meaning to update it. I hear Kanye West's new album is going to be " off the hook". Lately I've been frustrated & I'm just going to take out all my discontent, & rage towards working out, & pampering myself. P.S. Bitch, I'm not going to budge!

I want a new digital camera, I broke mine ... a month ago?

Since when did Forever21, start selling " glossy leggings ". Interesting, I wonder how long that will last.

I wish I wasn't viewed as " an object". I wish people weren't so judgmental, that being said, it's a dog eat world. You whore yourself out there. I would like to experiment more. More than ever, I'd like to be proven wrong. At the end of the day, literally people would like to take a piece. & then this all goes back to my post about being fucked over. ... two phrases. Do you. & if it makes you happy.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

see i only want you...

" baby he ( she ) needs you, stay with the real thing. " - Ne-Yo. The Real Thing.
black eyeliner

Went to Ulta, last friday to buy two different types of eyeliner. I encountered some sort of discrimination. I was so pissed, worked out my fustration at the gym, then spent the weekend at Northtown. Visited Sheena, Christal visited me, I cooked :] Bought a new cell phone ... a Tilt + WiFi = <3

By the way, I highly recommend the H.I.P L'oreal eyeliner, it lasted through my 2 hour work out :] Lately I've been fucking around with emotions, they say it's all in good fun, because since your status is labeled " single " it would be an exception. Although I beg to differ.

Lol P.S. It's funny when people try to play the, " Don't hate the player, hate the game ".
& that's why you're so uncontent, & the girl that you're rocking is settling for less.

Friday, October 10, 2008

if i were boy i'd turn off my phone...

" tell everyone it's broken. So they'd think I was sleeping alone. I'd put myself first, and make the rules as I go." - Beyonce.

I don't know why I'm digging this song. But guess what, I'm officially registered to vote =]

- Saved my $$$ finally ! but I still need ... a new camera & phone :[
- Random conversations, random people, random acts of attraction, missed moments.

I don't like when people expect so much out of me, like I have to give them the whole world. The build me on this pedal stole. I'm me. LOL Aunt Flow has her moments, gotta give it to the bitch. I hate some of the random txt msgs I get sometimes, & little one liners, like I've heard it and don't want to hear it.

Some things I've been meaning to say to people. Unidentified

1) I'm probably going to avoid you in the future either that or never see your handsome face again. & I wish you were man enough.

2) I feel like your a pervert now, it disgusts me.

3) Not exciting as it once was, but still funny :]

4) Sweet should give you a lot of credit.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

one year, no love...

" who would deal with it ? " - Murs.
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Phonies, baloney, fakers, haters. ha ha ha ...
This isn't me ...
http://www.asianave.com/ashleybabyyx3
Neither is this...
www.myspace.com/395970199

Get your own face, bitch. Am I being stalked? First off I'm not Japanese - Filipino, Secondly never ever touched San Jose, & Thirdly. Asian Avenue? Nah I don't think so.
Oh yeah and I'm not a Sagittarius.
Ohhh so I got a wish list, so if you would like to be a sugar daddy, or momma ( but I don't shoot for that team ) then hey ! ;]
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/3B6DGN7LA0HEX

Make a girl happy, jk.
Nee-Nee let me drive her car today, love ya ! Blah so $180. Is it worth it?
Aunt Flow, fuck you bitch ! But expresso made me happy, I should work at Sexxpresso ;]

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That shit is legit. LMAO. The hottest coffee in Las Vegas roflmao. Oh baby, oh baby.
All I care about right now is my $$$, working out, & school right now. & the other thing. But whatever, p.s. Guys are dick licks. Mel will never learn.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

i'm sorry i failed to mention...

" i lied, at my very first confession. " - Senses Fail.

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Watched Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist this weekend :D Nothing new, just broke my camera :[ That sucks. Getting my life together, debating M.I.A. status. I love Nick&Norah's btw. It makes me want to take a bite of the big apple. Maybe move to the East officially.

Partied the week before. It was fun, no more alcohol for me. I give up :]
webcam
I don't know how to fix my new webcam quality :[ In search of a new digital camera :D
P.S. It's going to come true one day. Watch, biatch.